Anxiety happens when you think you have to figure everything out. Turn to God. He has a plan.
Life happens and whenever conflict, problems or fears come into play my anxiety take over. Instantly. Work, bills, mama-ing, family, relationship ( or a lack of) all have decided to misalign at the same time. To sum it up, I'm tired. however those same issues also cause my anxiety to arise. I quickly get sucked into thinking that worrying equals caring, which then equals the arrival of a resolution. However, we all know that positive outcomes are not dependent on the time we spend worrying about things we mostly likely can not change. I've been here before. I know worrying does nothing, and that being at peace WILL fix everything. Peace is the best pathway to solutions.
My mind consumes my mind, body and spirit. Fear and anxiety blocks the universe's opportunity to create solutions... in fact it gives power to the problem. Elevation wont happen if all we know and give attention to is the problem.
Peace is a choice. A rather hard one when so much is unsure, but things will work out, they always do. I have to trust God and when i don't understand, thats having faith right?!
The act of consciously letting go in order to LET GOD IS HARD, but necessary in order to ensure I am present for all those that depend on me.. including me. My sanity and self care relies on my ability to choose peace, in order to create space to think about solutions.
When it feels the hardest to let go... thats God's way of saying Let God.
I have to let GOD.
Im the mama of Marli Amor and Kingston Ase.